I CAN do this

I started working a temp job last Friday for about 4 to 6 weeks for a lady that is out having surgery. Then I've been asked to work it again while Ashley is out having her baby in August. I absolutely love it. I honestly believe I am a better mother, housekeeper and wife when I work. Admit its a little hard when Ken is gone to get the kids everywhere they need to be but I am convienced it can be done and yes I do have to ask for some help. Not everyone understands me wanting to work and its really a hard thing to explain. Some people are fine with staying at home and never working. I've been on both sides of that now and truly believe I am better working. Don't get me wrong I have loved being home with my children and would actually love to be able to work at the school out here and have their schedule, but not easy to get on at the schools now especially at ours cause most of the people stay when they get there. Anyway, kids don't seem to mind it at all and Carleigh Gail actually loves staying all day at Easthaven because she says they have great lunch and she sleeps really good. ha ha. Oh she's never lost for words, and growing up on me entirely too fast. All of them are actually. Wouldn't it be nice to just stop time now where they are.... 5, 10, and 15..... and my sweet Riley Claire at 2..................